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Of Life and Endings
Sep. 30th, 2005 11:38 pmI've been in a better mood, this week, despite the fact that I've been dead-tired. I think the second bit is a combination of switching brands of tea, and staying up too late having fun. I've been talking to lots of awesome people, both here online and at school, and there has been lots of silly crack which has really just made my week.
And now, what is hopefully the last commentary on the Claudia-drama. I still care about her a great deal, despite what anyone else feels like saying, but at the same time, she frustrates the hell of of me. I think...there were some differences between us that I hoped so badly we could overcome, make things work, but it was not to be. And as it seems she doesn't really want me to be a part of her life any more, I'm just going to let it drop, and become the past. It will hurt, but I'm finally ready to move on, I think. Find my own happiness, without getting caught up in relationships that were frankly, at the end, hurting us both. Maybe...we're both better off this way.
On one more silly sentimental/nostalgia note, I realized how utterly strange it felt to walk around the MIT campus without Skuld. I miss you, even if you are a h0r. Actually, I miss all you guys, particularly the west-coasters who I haven't seen in a year and a half now. Stupid distances and lack of transporters XD <3
And now, what is hopefully the last commentary on the Claudia-drama. I still care about her a great deal, despite what anyone else feels like saying, but at the same time, she frustrates the hell of of me. I think...there were some differences between us that I hoped so badly we could overcome, make things work, but it was not to be. And as it seems she doesn't really want me to be a part of her life any more, I'm just going to let it drop, and become the past. It will hurt, but I'm finally ready to move on, I think. Find my own happiness, without getting caught up in relationships that were frankly, at the end, hurting us both. Maybe...we're both better off this way.
On one more silly sentimental/nostalgia note, I realized how utterly strange it felt to walk around the MIT campus without Skuld. I miss you, even if you are a h0r. Actually, I miss all you guys, particularly the west-coasters who I haven't seen in a year and a half now. Stupid distances and lack of transporters XD <3
