So, I was sitting here working myself into a bit of hysteria and misery, and Justin messages me randomly with 'Thanks for the candy', which caused me to crack up, and was just what I needed. I ♥ my friends.
Things aren't so much bad as just stressful - I really, really do not handle change well, because routine gives me a sense of security, and moving + new job + new classes = not so great for me. Hopefully once things settle in I'll be better - in the meantime, the stress is giving me some really wierd dreams. Thankfully not nightmares, which is what stress usually brings, although one or two of them have been...depressing, I guess? Just a little bit. The rest have been really weird shit, like dreaming I was grocery shopping, or one where we were training baby seals to think they were puppies, and then they couldn't swim. Yeah, my subconcious is a strange place - I can figure out the source of the depressing one, and even the grocery store one, but the seals? Noooo clue.
I've also got some stuff I think I need to talk through with someone, but there's way too much backstory to it all, so there's only like...two people I can actually talk to about it. Both of whom have been offline most of the week. Oh well - trying not to stress about it when I can't do much about it.
And for a moment of random amusement from yesterday, which I forgot to post - apparently there has been repeat problems at my store with old ladies stealing canned tuna.
EDIT: Also, the Wargamers are slowly learning that the way to my heart is through my stomach. Mmmm, delicious chicken and rice. Makes me fully of happy~
Things aren't so much bad as just stressful - I really, really do not handle change well, because routine gives me a sense of security, and moving + new job + new classes = not so great for me. Hopefully once things settle in I'll be better - in the meantime, the stress is giving me some really wierd dreams. Thankfully not nightmares, which is what stress usually brings, although one or two of them have been...depressing, I guess? Just a little bit. The rest have been really weird shit, like dreaming I was grocery shopping, or one where we were training baby seals to think they were puppies, and then they couldn't swim. Yeah, my subconcious is a strange place - I can figure out the source of the depressing one, and even the grocery store one, but the seals? Noooo clue.
I've also got some stuff I think I need to talk through with someone, but there's way too much backstory to it all, so there's only like...two people I can actually talk to about it. Both of whom have been offline most of the week. Oh well - trying not to stress about it when I can't do much about it.
And for a moment of random amusement from yesterday, which I forgot to post - apparently there has been repeat problems at my store with old ladies stealing canned tuna.
EDIT: Also, the Wargamers are slowly learning that the way to my heart is through my stomach. Mmmm, delicious chicken and rice. Makes me fully of happy~